Monday, August 3, 2009
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Secretly Scared To Say Goodbye.
i can't sleep. I feel excited at the same time, scared of leaving.
So much has happened since high school and then college.
And here we are again, the phase that I hate, but yet we have to go through; moving on.
It's another ending and another beginning, really, it's so sick feeling this.
This will no doubt be the biggest ending.
Going to some where so foreign and far away makes me wonder, why the hell am I going there?
We all eventually will part, something I've LEARNT, seeing familiar faces become strangers.
I just hope we don't pass by each other one day, and not notice.
Definitely, there's a handful whom I'll never ever forget, maybe two handful.
Those from the class of '97 right up to '07. Time just flew past us just like that.
Five, eleven, a.m. I'm still awake. This will be the last time that I'll stay up for the whole night in my room, the other time was when I had an assignment to complete. But this time, it's just pouring what I've in mind.
This could very well be my last blog post. As in for good. I don't see the point in blogging, it makes you lazy to ask me, how am i. yes, i want you to ask me that. :D i know that's quite self absorbed, but if you know me well enough, you should know. I prefer talking in real time ( on the phone, msn, skype, oovoo, etc..). haha.
If we all had blogs with our daily happenings in excruciate details, we don't really need to talk do we? we all know what's going on with each other's life, right? haha. I have nothing against blogging, heck, it's a good way to keep people up to date, just not the way I would prefer.
What else?
I don't know when I'll be back, but I'll be. i think
Oh yeah to angeline, if you're reading this, my older posts are all in my other blog which I made private ;)
But don't bother, I'll delete it anyway.
I suddenly feel that I need someone to talk to, but without a topic.
Like a silent conversation.
Come on you people, wake up! it's 5.30a.m. already.
I just wanna tire myself out so when I'm on the plane, I'll be fast asleep and not tearing my ass off.
Good plan right?
Sorry to bore you people with all this shit la, if you're still reading this, you deserve a prize. and i'm serious.
Friends, I'll miss you all.
So much has happened since high school and then college.
And here we are again, the phase that I hate, but yet we have to go through; moving on.
It's another ending and another beginning, really, it's so sick feeling this.
This will no doubt be the biggest ending.
Going to some where so foreign and far away makes me wonder, why the hell am I going there?
We all eventually will part, something I've LEARNT, seeing familiar faces become strangers.
I just hope we don't pass by each other one day, and not notice.
Definitely, there's a handful whom I'll never ever forget, maybe two handful.
Those from the class of '97 right up to '07. Time just flew past us just like that.
Five, eleven, a.m. I'm still awake. This will be the last time that I'll stay up for the whole night in my room, the other time was when I had an assignment to complete. But this time, it's just pouring what I've in mind.
This could very well be my last blog post. As in for good. I don't see the point in blogging, it makes you lazy to ask me, how am i. yes, i want you to ask me that. :D i know that's quite self absorbed, but if you know me well enough, you should know. I prefer talking in real time ( on the phone, msn, skype, oovoo, etc..). haha.
If we all had blogs with our daily happenings in excruciate details, we don't really need to talk do we? we all know what's going on with each other's life, right? haha. I have nothing against blogging, heck, it's a good way to keep people up to date, just not the way I would prefer.
What else?
I don't know when I'll be back, but I'll be. i think
Oh yeah to angeline, if you're reading this, my older posts are all in my other blog which I made private ;)
But don't bother, I'll delete it anyway.
I suddenly feel that I need someone to talk to, but without a topic.
Like a silent conversation.
Come on you people, wake up! it's 5.30a.m. already.
I just wanna tire myself out so when I'm on the plane, I'll be fast asleep and not tearing my ass off.
Good plan right?
Sorry to bore you people with all this shit la, if you're still reading this, you deserve a prize. and i'm serious.
Friends, I'll miss you all.





